sometimes i wonder if people are aware of my existence. or the fact that i was there. and yes this is one of those times but i shall not get myself all fucked up over nothing.

did quite a lot of shopping recently. was like out of control or something. -laughs- previously with my mum then with yins and my sis and my sis and my sis. haha. think im going out with dadeedoo on monday! after tuition. do you feel like ikea, dsf? i miss tings and steph :( where is everyone? my personal kangeroo REEraroo? nanapok. momsiee!! and well. other poeple too..

oh! and happy birthday, 'daddy' though im sure youre never gonna read this. glad that youre back from msia already! my dear sister was fretting over why there were no messages during these 2/3days ._. she made me change my sim card countless times only to have me change back again!

im watching my sister getting ready to meet dino in sentosa. and i thought of a song. it doesnt apply to them or anything but i just thought of it.

One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world
Time goes by, secrets rise
One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone
She'd take it back, if she only could

All the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I can not breath
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.

Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating
Friend deceives, she leaves
Last date. she cries, whispers, goodbye
She walks once more, out that door

Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
Stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
What can I do?

Alone with you, alone with me, what can I do
I can not see, alone with, alone with...